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grrr [22 Oct 2006|11:43am]
The only thing worse, than losing the ones you love, is having the ones you love turn into everything that you fuckin hate.
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[13 Oct 2006|05:24pm]
Tomorrow, October 14th, is my 18th birthday!
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[10 Oct 2006|02:22am]
I am about 90% disgusted with the people in the hardcore scene today. And i am fed up with 100% of the pro-violence, toughguy, graffitti sprayin', gun carrying, fight starting, piece of shit low life scum that plagues our shows. And i do not use the word plague lightly. It sickens me to no end at how something that i hold so sincere can also be such a bullshit hierarchy of people who can't stand losing. Apparently, these people don't like hardcore that much, if they really cared about hardcore they would be spending less time shutting down venues with their violent ways and more time thinking about what they are doing.
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[21 Sep 2006|10:53pm]
I've worked too hard, for too fucking long, for the kids with no heart to win.
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[23 Aug 2006|10:29pm]

I should have known, you were only human
And you can hurt just like anyone else
Now all i can do is watch you go
Look in the mirror, and blame myself
I should've tried
I should have tried a lot harder
but my ego kept us apart
oh no it kept me away
i don't blame you for giving up
i blame myself for giving in
I should have known, you were so fragile
you can break, as simple as that
It's too late, i don't blame you...
I should have tried
I should have known
I should have cared
-Chain of strength

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please get me out [24 Jul 2006|12:03am]

SOMEONE WAKE ME UP FROM THIS NIGHTMARE

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[11 Jul 2006|02:05am]
I was reliving all those times we shared, and it's hard,
because you used to be so strong but time has changed you.
You turned away.
I keep trying to escape from the past.
But those days used to mean so much.
We stood side by side and nothing else mattered.
We were straightedge and at least I still am.
Did you forget about what we said?
Or did it just not mean as much?
Sitting here with my head in my hands.
Wondering what happened to us.
Now only a a whisper remains of the person I once knew.
We came, we conquered those days.
But now, you're gone.
Don't tell me that you're the same.
Because you gave your heart away.
And in return you got nothing. 

This song epitomises how i feel right now. No one gets it. Very few ever will. This means more to me than anything. Don't try to tell me how i should feel about this, your the ones who didn't want to anymore. Not me. There will be no more arguements.
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I'm done apologizing for who i am, and if you don't like it you can fuck off [01 Jul 2006|02:02am]








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[30 Jun 2006|01:18am]
I really just DONT GET IT WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM, what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck.
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How could things go wrong so fast? [28 Jun 2006|11:54pm]
It seems like everything changed over night. I have never been more miserable in my entire life. everything i say is something wrong that i shouldn't have said, everyone cares and doesn't care at the same time. The teeth of this world are bearing down on me and I'm about to fucking crumble like a cookie. I bother everyone because I'm controlling. I care way too much about something that i shouldn't. And I am scared to death about my future. I'm FUCKED.
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[18 Jun 2006|08:53pm]
Theres this beautiful girl, and she stole my heart and right now, it kinda sucks.
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[02 Jun 2006|10:31pm]
Is it that you gave up?
Or just couldn’t take it anymore
Is it that you grew up?
And threw your promises out the door
This will be the last time that I say this to you
So say your final goodbyes
and follow those broken promises.
Follow that broke trust
Never forget those things we said
For our friendship turned to dust
You can’t run away this time.
But you can walk out the door
There is one thing that will be here forever
There is one thing I’ll hold true
Through the pain and desperation
Through the bombs and bullet holes
This is no calm before the storm
this is not a stress fracture
This is the hail from the sky
This is the snap of the spine
In a world where we are looked on as inferiors
We reach out with open arms, and grab it’s hand.

new lyrics
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[24 May 2006|08:35pm]
July 10th at the ICC Who wants to come see LIFETIME with me?????????? any bitty's?
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RIP Black bear. [22 May 2006|03:29pm]
gahhhh, I havnt had internet for over a week and wont probably until saterday ) :, I'm at wills house now. This weekend was pretty cool, could have been better. I went to the final black bear show, where i saw many beautiful girls and many old friends. It was a good time. I will miss them now and forever. They were seriously the best band around. Better than anything i could even attempt. I remember their first show , i was soooooo jealous of how good Busty was at guitar as well as the musicianship of the rest of the band. I'll miss you guys like i miss my childhood.
love
james
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[30 Apr 2006|09:04pm]
I'm so sick of friends who back out on friends and lie to me. I'm really sick of headaches and I'm really sick of hearing about shit constantly that i could care less about.

I'm a douche bag
suck it.

hangin out in boston is awesome, makin forts is awesome, takin poops in restaraunts with the door open(while making obsurd noises) is awesome, playing shows is awesome.
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poopin' [25 Apr 2006|10:08pm]
dear life, you need to stop sucking reallllly soon.

ps. I'm in dire need of a girl friend. I don't even talk to girls anymore. No joke.
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[19 Apr 2006|10:35pm]
I am a scumbag!
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high fives and stage dives [02 Apr 2006|08:30pm]



Jordan and I singin' with Verse on friday night! I think you can see a little bit of Phil in there too. What a good night.

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we're all fucked, so fuck it all [20 Mar 2006|08:07pm]
Today sucked, and tonight i have my flatulant math tutor comming and i don't have my math book. haha.
I'm a fuck up.
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[12 Mar 2006|10:49pm]
The musical is over ) : now what am i gonna do?
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